A Whole New World

Well here I am. I no longer live in Longview, I have moved about 140 miles west to Dallas, Tx! Everything here is so different and new to me. I feel like I have moved and left everyone that I love and who loves me behind. I know there are a lot of friends to be made here in Dallas, its just hard to see that at the moment. I have cried at least once a day just because in this place I feel alone. There have always been two things that scare me! Those things are being scared(of the unknown) and being alone. In this place I have both. Never in my life have I been so scared! I know living here is where I'm suppose to be and I'm doing what I'm suppose to do. I don't know why it still scares me. Psalms 46:10 says, "Be still and know that I am God" This is what my goal is. God's Love is Big! It's Extravagant! It's Unconditional! He would not send me here if he didnt have a purpose for me here. There is a plan, just at this moment I need to be still and listen and find out what my purpose is. Maybe that purpose is to lead a nonbeliever friend to the Lord, maybe it's to prove to myself that I dont need to be scared or alone, maybe its for the solo purpose of me going to school and graduating with a degree that will help several people in the US or maybe even all over the world. I don't know His reasoning for sending me here, but for the moment thats okay. When its time He will tell me and I will do whatever it is! For the moment I think he is telling me just wait, be still!